Tuesday, 30 April 2013

...Training Of Trainers...

Last 25 until 27 of April 2013, I attended a TOT programme which easily refer to Program Pembangunan Guru Baharu (PPGB)...I was felt very lucky to be selected as one out of 100 participant to attend that programme. 


What it is?

It is a programme which developed for a new teacher which prepare and provide them to face the challenges or problems in school.  This programme also helps the new teacher to adapt with the new environment by preparing them with some guidelines and task to do during school for a period of time.  Instead of that, every new teacher also will be provided with a senior/experience or expertise teacher as their mentor.  In other word, it is a mentor - mentee programme.  This programme was carefully design in order to achieve its goal or objectives.


My Perspective...

It is a good programme for a new teacher like me.  During that programme, I felt more confident to be an educator and I start to learn well on what should I do in school.  How I do a programme and etc.  At first, I admitted it was quite tough and hard.  But we have to start to learn it step by step until we achieve our goals and master some skills well...Yeah, I also keep reminding me myself that a process of learning is a continuous process.   So, we have to be patience. In everything we did, PATIENCE was an important element to be practiced by an educator instead of hardworking and etc.  



To summarize, the activity such as sharing of experiences, guiding, group discussion and presentation during that 3 days programme had taught me a lot of new perspective of conducting activity, class and etc with a hope of improving our education quality.  I do believe that a good quality of education can be provided and achievable if everyone plays their role at the optimum level.

 Regards,
 NMD

...Special Assessment?...

End of February 2013...

I got a news from some of my friends regarding on this Special Assessment programme instead of interview, but yet I was still lack of information on it... It was a new programme for us and I felt very lucky and fortunate because be a part of that special assessment programme.  I never thought, I would have that chance to experience that kind assessment. To be honest, I felt little bit nervous and curious what will we do during the programme...  



March 2013..

At first, that special assesment programme was announced to be held on April.  Without any clear reason, the date was changed to 19 March 2013.  I was shocked when I got that news because I planned to start my school day during that week.  By hook or by crook anyway, I had to attend that assessment.  

Even though, it was just a half day assessment, I was still nervous and keep on motivating myself to be confident.  It was felt totally different when I realised that the assessment was done by a few numbers of SPP high rank officers which got "Datuk" and Tan Sri title.  And a quite nervous and funny experienced that I got during that assessment was when they asked me to trim my hair shorter.  Yeah, actually I plan to trim my hair a day before but I got no right time to do it.  I was felt very lucky and thanks God as they gave me a chance to correct my mistaken that moment.



Overall, during that assessment... They checked our documents first, then start with a discussion activity and some other extra task like singing etc...Lastly, questions and answers parts.... It looked simple but meaningful to me.



I really appreciated that opportunity and experiences... Thanks God and Be Grateful...


Regards,

NMD




...A Glancing of Impression...

In Early March 2013...

After a long of waiting....
I got a news where I was posted... It was a place that I never been go... I wondered how was the place... I just gained some view of it through the story of third party... The reality of it was still in the mist of blurring state... SKKM, I will be there!!!  Actually, I felt a little bit nervous when I got that news.




12 March 2013

I decided to have a look and make an overview of my 1st INTERIM school... Even though it was just a day trip, I did not mind much about it as long as I gained the reality view of it through my own eyes.  Seeing is believing....:P

Yeah, actually.. It was a nice journey for me... I was grateful to be there too.
Think of my first impression, it was another unique school for me. Everyone looks very kind and welcoming me..I met with the school headmaster, he looked cool and did not talk so much.   :P

After that meeting, I went to PPD Daro to report my duty there.  Everyone acted cool also there... Maybe it was a good starting for me.




Not Much Impressions...

Yeah, I did not dare to make any other assumptions of first impressions... Just let me explore it slowly throughout the year, because it may be a better way for me to understand the culture well rather than the first impression which created by my own mind.  

Of course, I hope I could get a good school which suits with my soul.  In reality, not everything just like as we hope. ("-").. we must accept the reality first...and try to adapt with it...Then, we will realize that life is wonderful...FULL of STORY and SURPRISES...




Regards,
NMD


...Waiting For An Uncertainty...

Good Bye My Study for 1st Degree Moment 2007 until 2012... I will miss that moment so much!!!

After I finished my study in Teaching Training Institute for a few month, I kept on waiting and thinking for the uncertainty things... There were many questions that appeared throughout my mind... 

Thousand of questions with millions of possible answer???

When will I start to work? Where will be I posted? What will happen to me later? Several more questions kept on playing and dancing through out my long term holiday after studied... It keep on continuing of questions with no certain answer...


Complicated!!!

At the same moment, I even could not tell what should I express about the feeling that I had... Everything seems to be blurred me.  A hard way to be explained ... it should be just easy to say that everything was complicated.  



A Small Step Of Challenging Starting Point...
Yeah, 2013 was a quite a challenging year for me...Maybe to my colleague also... I also did not know how to define their feeling that moment.  I keep on waiting from 1st week of January until ends of the month... Some of questions that appeared in my mind before got the certain answers at the end of January and middle of February...



There got A Good Reason and Train..
 
Throughout that experience of waiting, it was continuously trained me to be more patience... able to control myself feeling well, do not too emotional... In other words, I made me to become more matured than I was before.  Actually, that long term holiday also had taught me to be someone better and more understanding with me myself.  It was really a great moment for me to overview and flashback my these 20+ years of life journeys.  


Future still Ahead...

Anyway, I must keep focus on my future journey.  Let the past become my sweet memory and guide me for a better future.  I believe that we have our own future and what we did today will determine who we are next... Apart from that, I also do believed that everything happens with its own reason.  What will make a big different was depend on how we act and think to face it... Lastly, nothing much to say...LIFE MUST GOES ON!!!

Regards, 
NMD



..My First Entry and a Simple Greeting..

Welcome to my blog...I am very happy and proud to know you here..

I am a new blogger here ...which there still a lot of things that I need to learn and explore from this point... 

 Why must My Journey Perspective?

I named my blog as My Journey Perspective because I believe that everyone has their own story and perspective... And I also believe that everyone of us are unique and have some stories to be told or shared with.  So do am I, I wish to share as much of my thought and feeling.  At the same time, it will bring another new reflection towards my life journey too.  

What its all about in This Blog?
 
Most of topic that I will share through out this blog maybe just more related with my life career as a new educator, my perspective regarding on the community, interesting inspiration and etc which I feel related with my blog Title as My Journey Perspective...

Lastly, I would like to welcome everyone to visit and share some opinions regarding any topic that I will share in my blogs. Through this maybe we can learn more things and have a greater perspective in our lives.  Welcome again and thanks a lot... I will appreciate and feel great towards all of it....


Regards,
NMD