Good Bye My Study for 1st Degree Moment 2007 until 2012... I will miss that moment so much!!!
After I finished my study in Teaching Training Institute for a few month, I kept on waiting and thinking for the uncertainty things... There were many questions that appeared throughout my mind...
Thousand of questions with millions of possible answer???
When will I start to work? Where will be I posted? What will happen to me later? Several more questions kept on playing and dancing through out my long term holiday after studied... It keep on continuing of questions with no certain answer...
Complicated!!!
At the same moment, I even could not tell what should I express about the feeling that I had... Everything seems to be blurred me. A hard way to be explained ... it should be just easy to say that everything was complicated.
A Small Step Of Challenging Starting Point...
Yeah, 2013 was a quite a challenging year for me...Maybe to my colleague also... I also did not know how to define their feeling that moment. I keep on waiting from 1st week of January until ends of the month... Some of questions that appeared in my mind before got the certain answers at the end of January and middle of February...
There got A Good Reason and Train..
Throughout that experience of waiting, it was continuously trained me to be more patience... able to control myself feeling well, do not too emotional... In other words, I made me to become more matured than I was before. Actually, that long term holiday also had taught me to be someone better and more understanding with me myself. It was really a great moment for me to overview and flashback my these 20+ years of life journeys.
Future still Ahead...
Anyway, I must keep focus on my future journey. Let the past become my sweet memory and guide me for a better future. I believe that we have our own future and what we did today will determine who we are next... Apart from that, I also do believed that everything happens with its own reason. What will make a big different was depend on how we act and think to face it... Lastly, nothing much to say...LIFE MUST GOES ON!!!
Regards,
NMD
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